Saturday, December 24, 2011

First Christmas

It's Christmas Eve and I can't sleep. I can't deny that I'm sad that our first Christmas is going to be terrible. I'm angry that someone got $10,000 in parts out of Lieutenant's car and I'm mad that because of it we had to spend $16,000 on a car, putting $2500 down leaving us with $60 in the bank so we decided against making a traditional dinner and against a gift exchange. I got Lieutenant a new wallet anyway because he's had his old one since he was eight.

It is our first Christmas as a married couple and I really thought it was going to be different, especially since we're away from home for the first time. I'm trying to be positive but I'm upset and I feel like I have the right to be.

Sorry - I know this isn't the type of story people want to read..

Please, if there is a God listening, make 2012 a better year.

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