Just a blog.

I haven't written a real blog in what seems like forever so today I kind of just want to talk to you guys. Well we still have not received any word from anyone on whether Lieutenant's job was switched or whether they will be letting him go from the Air Force. I feel like we're in complete limbo and I know that he is frustrated with having to wait to find out.

I am also ready to find out our permanent base. I guess I get it from my dad but I am not the type that likes to plant my roots anymore. So I guess being a military wife is good for that! Truth is, I never really felt like home was anywhere except two places - Independence and Las Vegas. But going back home for vacation made me realize how much Las Vegas is no longer my home...and as for Independence, well I haven't been back since I was 16 years old. I guess my reasoning for wanting to leave Texas lands upon two reasons: me wanting to start having babies and also wanting to get my braces put on.

But overall I just look at him sometimes and I can't help but think how crazy this feels to be 23, married and on our own. I fell in love so young and begged everyday to get married. Now that we are, it feels like our whole lives and all of our dreams caught up to us. Except one, and I guess I will update this blog when we get the news.